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I'm a Figment of My Own Imagination

by Koudi

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1.
The Intro 01:08
2.
To be the only thing that's breathing With nothing else around I can't say that it's not misleading And I can't forget the sound All unfolded Truth be told I don't wanna know What I am All you are Is a part of me And I hate myself So are you starting to see what I mean?
3.
Stoplights 02:37
I forgot what it feels like To matter to choose To forget to remember to love and to lose In numbness and vacancy, voided obtuse Like a corporate vacation to take place in their noose Playfully placating places implies A stagnant strain stoping a threefold of tries Suicide sweeping a state and a sty Like shooting a shitshow of stop lights and lies Fortune of forgotten things With providence and what it brings I don’t know how I could explain to you Now
4.
It's getting way too cold Can you get close to me Sing hymns to all the roads When I turn 17 Double a hand in mine Your friends can let us be This drive is all I ever wanted Awake at 3 am Long hair and skinny jeans Stop to get some peace of mind Get food go back to sleep This place feels holy again Your voice can let me be This drive is all I ever wanted
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Lorem Ipsum 02:40
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Deluge 02:19
I’ll walk you out the door See what’s there And you’re facing almost everything But facelessly faking a share With dangling droplets of deluge Tangible tangling with care To stay on the surface and subject I didn’t see you there Acquiescent till you break at the seams Drown your sorrows in a puddle as the drum machine bleeds Into pieces of everything it used to be And it wakes itself tomorrow bleeding Don’t you see
7.
I don’t really know my father And I can’t say I think I want to You’re Indecisive I’m inconvenient I tell you I love you but I don’t really mean it I don’t think I’m in the position To make any lifelong decisions I know busy but I’m going outside And I just wanted to see If you wanted to
8.
Marquee 03:02
Don’t you want sincerity All I am is killing me I’m a god I’m a man And I hate my hands All I’ve made deserts me The art I am precedes me Please Don’t let me waste My pure estates And I don’t see You saying anything Your head flopped to your side so lifelessly Maybe you were never there Maybe you were me But I don’t know anymore I ran to the marquee
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I see the way the stars are set Haphazardly I’d place a bet That I’m the only one beneath the glow An impasse in the cosmic light I don’t think I can sleep tonight The reflections just A bit too bright you know? Oh I’m fading like the sun A billion eyes fixed at the one And I stare right back cuz I got too much pride I’m self aware and self destructive A meta monster but don’t you love it You never understood when you asked why I can’t admit what I’ve become I know I used to be someone But even God can drift away and die I don't I don't care about a thing I don't Is it too late to start now? x2 Can you tell me? I don't know
10.
Give me 15 minutes And then maybe I’ll try I’ve been way too tired To stick that pencil in my eyes And I don’t understand The plans I made late last night It’ll never make sense When I’m alive I can’t see you clearly Here let me adjust my eyes They haven’t been the same since my grandfather died I forgot his name But not his face faking smiles Right give a second Might take all night
11.
You put me down like the dog that I was And I died alone in the dirt and the mud I watched you laugh and parade to get your fill but ill haunt you still I counted the incisions you left on me They matched what I left you the pain and the fear I know I’m everything you never wanted to be At least I can look in the mirror You're just like You're just like You're just like me x3

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released December 22, 2020

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Koudi Wall Township, New Jersey

5 guys from Jersey. Self-recorded, self-produced

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